Patience is wearing thin.
I wish I didn’t exist. Everything would be so much easier. You think to yourself. And for awhile all you thought was the idea of giving up. That constant screaming in your head. You feel trapped and there is no way out. Not the perfect place to be stranded.
There are much worse things out there. You try to shoo away that empty feeling. You get up from your bed, put a smile in your face & go on with your life. You believe that someday, whenever that maybe, there’s a purpose for all of the things that’s happening. You know that the intention is somewhere approaching. There has to be.
It’s time to be happy again.
Meet someone, you hang, get close, have effective communication, invest big, you trust them & then yes, nada!
Sabi ko naman sayo tigilan mo na yan eh. Wala ka mapapala diyan kung wala kang pinanghahawakan. Nag invest ka ng malaki tapos ni kaonti walang binigay. Kalokohan. Hindi ka pa ba madadala diyan? Tama na yan. Kung gusto ka talaga niya i-pursue, walang secretsecret, liligawan ka niya o mag ppropose siyang maging boyfriend mo. Pero ano? Wala. Ang tagal tagal niyo ng ganiyan. Mapagod ka naman. Iwasan mo na sana yung mga taong lalapit sayo, magpapakita ng interes, lalandi, tapos hanggang dun lang. Masakit eh. Mahirap. Alam ko kasi nasubukan ko na. Sa susunod, sana, hindi na puro lang landian.
